Bridal make up ~ (updated)

Here's another picture of students works for examination which is from Bertha Gallery ~

Bridal make up shoot ~

Who wants to marry me ? XD

okie okie .. enough for joke ~ kekeke :p hmmm .. so which 1 nicer ? candy look or bridal look ? how do u think ? i want to know what do you think . Tell me tell me ... ^^v

(1/6) the comment still open ~ is ur choice to decide which is nicer ..
going to post another picture due to ur vote .. give me more response .. kekeke

bridal : candy

9 : 8

Candy look

okayy.. finally i decided to put the pic which is some student works for examination from Bertha Gallery .Make up shoot themed Candy Look .

My Plant ~

~MARIMO ~

Marimo is a rare growth of the species where the algae grow into large green balls in a velvety appearance.It is an iconic item of the Lake Akan in Hokkaido.This mysterious plant known as marimo habitats in the deepest reach of the Lake Akan . Marimo will grow n flourish in a rate about 5mm diameter a year .

~Do & Don't ~

• It can habitat in tap water.
  
• The lower the water temperature ,the better for the growth of marimo .
  
• Marimo must not hav direct contact with sun light ~
  
• Must pay extra tenderness n care to gently brush the branches on the surface of marimo .
  
• When u change the water gently squeeze the water out of marimo.
  
  

marimo turning 2 years old in tis coming up june of 18 ^^

chyu & marimo _ 260508

My Day ~

20/05

1100hrs: Meet my 1st client for Wella

(baby Natasha & darling Fiqa ) 3 of us

KLCC
- huhuhuhu T_T .. DAMN!! parking cost me "RM13" !!! @_@

Natasha

Kinokuniya : my new novel ^^

1613hrs: i was on the way back to port dickson...guess what ??

huhuhuhu T_T salah jalan !!!

"why salah jalan?"

jiang jiang jiang ~~~

i was so busy to take pic and messaging when driving all the way back~ wakakakka :p

Wuuuoh ~ Madza RX8 !!my favourite sport car !! Powerful, sleek and sporty. i hope to get one *o* ... #$@%#$ .... no money no talk !! =.=" k la k la i will get myself a toy car ... ! salah jalan but worth !! :)

Finally reached Pd ~ ^^

21/5/08

i got a call from Grace Lim ,the asst.product manager from Wella.YeeeBaa~!! i get my very 1st job ~i will get to be in Marie Claire magazine for hair shoot... the hair cut will be done by Edwin Saw (Saw Saloon)... one big page ..wuoooooh *o* cant wait ~

Dinner time !!!

Look Out Point , Kompleks Pelancongan Menara Tinjau

gasoline

Xlive !!

comforter ~ pillow ~ bed ~ i'm home ! Chyu finally home from Xlive ~

XLIVE IS OVER =( huhuhuhuhuu

Just like what i mentioned before XLive is much more tempting right !! here i come !! XLIVE ........!!! MUHAHAHHAHA!!! Missy Elliott !!!

muhhahaa ..guess what ?? i met my ex-boss SVP there ,he give me a ticket .its VIP Ticket!! am upgraded my pass to VIP dy ~ muhahhaha ~ so cunning me ~ *giggle*

Xlive was a awesome event~The best of all it is happening at the outdoor Theme Park Genting Highland with 3 rave zone ,there's Xlive Main stage , XL-tronic & XLR8 .Of course whole the night i was based in Xlive main stage which mainly play RnB & Hip-hop and party with the rap queen Missy Elliott .. Everythings was just going the right way !! Everyone had fun, everyone got high ! Missy Elliott rocks !!

"Ching-ching, gettin' paid over here, Ching-ching, gettin' paid over here, (this is...) Thirsty, baby bring it over here, (a Missy Exclusive)Thirsty, baby bring it over here.. "

Missy ! I love youuu ~

"Thirsty, baby bring it over here, Thirsty, baby bring it over here, (New MISSY) See my money maker, do my money maker, See my money maker, do my money maker .. "

^^v

my life seems fine on the surface ,underneath i'm just not happy

14/05-

1239hrs -back office at damansara

1609hrs - Celebrities Fitness 1u + hang gai gai ^^v

2000hrs-GAP presents Marie Digby live in 1u

surprised meeting nigel at 1u

Waltz our official web designer

15/05-

0722hrs- breakfast - dim sam *o*

0812hrs- pd beach ~

jalan pantai

moody sky ~

my life seems fine on the surface, underneath i'm just not happy

hmmm..aarrr..hmmm..aaa ~~~~~~

chyu with sleepy face neh~

0954hrs- a visit to The Legend Water Chalet..

你舍得让我哭吗？

喜欢那些很怕女人哭的男人。

只要看到女人哭，他就会手忙脚乱~

只要看到女人哭，明明他是对的，他也会认错和投降~

只要看到女人哭，他会忘记什么是原则~

只要看到女人哭，他整个人也会软下来~

只要看到女人哭，他愿意为她承担一切错误和后果~

只要看到女人哭，他愿意用身体保护她~

只要看到女人哭，他就觉得对不起她~

也许他不是一个很聪明的男人，也许他不是一个很有出息的男人，他也不是一个很深情的男人，但是，他害怕眼泪，他就是可爱的~

从此以后，我就可以用眼泪来终止一场吵架获一场冷战~

我可以用眼泪来讲我那些横蛮的道理~

虽然我自己也都知道也都很清楚~

当他变了心，多少眼泪也无法令他回到从前的他~

但当他爱我的时候，我还是可以用眼泪来征服他~

无论我多么坚强和独立都好~无论我多么讨厌用眼泪来达到目的，

但我想用眼泪的时候，我要知道我的眼泪还是管用的。

我就是很‘眼浅’~ 人就是有感情的，我就是个大爱哭包！！

你舍得让我哭吗？

Freedom Festival 2008 @ PortDickson

Freedom !!!! Freedom !!!!
2 Days of FREEDOM presents the superstar DJ Tiesto (current World No.1 and Grammy Award nominee), Ferry Corsten (World No.8), and German trance duo Cosmic Gate. Taking place at the Admiral Marina in Port Dickson Teluk Kemang over 2 days: Friday 9th & Saturday 10th of May 2008.

i made a last minute desicion to go for the freedom rave at PortDickson on day 2. Didn't wanted to go at first ,coz the Xlive Festival at genting sound much more tempting .. R&B ~ arrrrghhh!!

but i was pretty enjoy last night .a great party with my kor ~ nO regret~ ^^v

Oh yea.. i meet NADIA!!! muuuuaks.. i miss her so much~

Each can of heineken will be sold at RM 12.even Mineral Water sold at RM 5/bottle. OMG~~ killing!!! thank god we had some chivas b4 the party ~ bluek~

Saturday night was so awesome ~Damn Happening wei!! Traffic jam in port dickson , the 1st time i ever meet ~ lol

1 day of rave is enough to kill me .Exhausted ~

dinner @ Blue Lagoon

tag and some free gifts

trance's zone

Recharge _ R&B zone

chyu & my kai kor

Thank You !

HoMe swEeT hOmE ~

To all my dearest fans and friends , i would like to thank ALL OF YOU that fully support me and who actually voted for dream 01 (me ^^v) ..

To my family , my friends,my fans,my ex-colleagues in genting ,my buddies, my kai kor kor ,my kai jie ~

without ur support, I wouldn't have reach this far in MDG ~

Appreciate all the good and bad comments about me that you guys post in the blogs.

To all the people in friendster and facebook who support me all the time. i will do my best & improve my weakness in my every single weak point to bring myself futher in this industry ~

This great experience proven that i'm capable person, i stay more stronger & independence even i kn i'm not the best & outstanding in the show but i had done my best to proof to u all in MDG to achieve my dream ..

I'll keep fighting and never give up...

To all the 11 finalist contestants in the show ~ wish u all the best ~ i miss you guys very much <3

To all the crews who involve in the show ~ u guys rocks !!

Been away for 2months .. Finally i back to life back to reality ~

MDG 心情小说4 ~

23/4/08-最后一个礼拜的战赛了~要加油要加油~今天l练了更改的新舞步~simone练猫步~回公寓再游泳再跑步~嗯~好累好累~晚上去了Shawn Cutler opening ceremory ~一整天的时间都很充实~

24/4/08-这次的photoshoot延迟了也是最后的了~领导limJimmy的带领下开始了今天的shooting~我的照片找到了适合的角度但依然找不到我要的眼神（微笑的眼），因为失去了你后我就失去了我微笑的眼睛，活不起来~只有爱睡的眼睛~呜哇T_T好想放声大哭~我做不回自己~我怎么变得如此恐怖？是你改变了我吗？好寂寞~但我发现失去了你虽然我现在的生活很顺畅~往往得到了一样东西又会同时在身上失去一样东西~这就是人生！！真正的我已经被我刮花了角色，since你已经变心了~我也没什么退路了~只好低头静静地离开而去~又有谁会了解会明白其实的心情我在受着的又是如何？？我是多麽的空虚多麽的寂寞，我的心是多么的痛苦多么的悲伤~我是如何强忍着我的悲伤每天掩盖着带过~而假装着坚强~是多么的辛苦~没有人会了解我的那种痛~

希望这个最后的shooting会很好~自从我离了职后很久就没有见到agnes了，很想念她~ 还有向慈和晓群~她们三个都是比较知心的朋友,还有我家乡最最最想念的晓盈，我唯一的一个知己。现在想找回的是快乐的我~可是快乐已经离我很远了~远得已经离掉我的视力范围了~，抓摸不清~很模糊很模糊！掩盖着我自己失落的心情去支持我现在的生活很不好过~很痛~

25/4/08-今天去了修发即染发~染回比较暗的颜色~一想到以后要给wella的人替代飞剪就有点怕怕的。怕生！今天是waltz生日~生日快乐哦！明天就是妈咪生日~muuuaks妈咪早来的祝福生日快乐！今天的acting challenge我赢啦！^^v peace~ biibuuubiibuuu~

26/4/08-fitting了决赛穿的Tangoo。回公司，escada moon sparkle girl诞生！alison!今天在office和waltz 偷偷打game~shhhh.. ~ 打zombie ~很恐怖可是很刺激~打行尸！！xoxo~ 打到滑鼠都差点给我丢掉 =.=" 呵~

决赛还有三天~好吧~开始收拾行李~收着收着~竟然竟然。。:'( 断了！！ 我的宝贝水晶心链！！！！！

呜~自己掉了下来~这是代表了什么？不好的预兆~ 呜~ 今夜的我又哭了~痛痛痛进心底~唯一一样东西可以天天带在身上的~连上天都要把我唯一的东西带走~你知道这条链对我来讲有多重要吗？坐在化妆台前的我痛痛痛，泪不停的流~拿起ipod听着Bobby Caldwell的Merry X'mas正代表着我的心情~我的另外一条链也在练舞时自动断了！今天是怎样？？！！ 链断了证明它的'心'已经回不来了,头很痛~ 去睡了~

28/4/08~~ Rehearsal (mid night) ~

29/4/08 ~~

Finale Grand Final @ 1u

Top 11 Finalist ~
1st Runner up ~

outfit that i like the most ~

`````完``````

Iron Man

I went to watch Iron Man yesterday @ MidValley with l.sheng. hmm..i love this movie so much ..Tony Stark builds a high-tech suit of armor and escapes captivity. The suit damn cool \(*o*)/~ xoxo... can't wait to watch Part 2 ~when i come back home switch on my pc online~ i heard that there's somethings at the end of the credit from nigel~ omg~ @_@ i missed it :( showing Nick Fury ~ *sh*t*!! aiks.... nigel ask me to buy dvd ~ buden i'm not going to repeat ~ that's SO NOT ME !! ^^v

oh yea i do enjoy drawing ^^~ here's my "charming" drawing ... nahhh~~~ *giggle*

～～　IRON MAN　～～ !!

hmmm.. aiks.. my gastric attack again yesterday night~ :'( suffering .. really couldn't endure tat kind of pain ~T_T my body cant move at all just sitting infront of my pc and chatting there.. sob ~
the bloody hell medicine doesn't works at all~ oWuuuoh!i found a bottle of nutrigen inside my fridge .. tips : nutrigen helps !! nutrigen kill gastric !!wakakaka~ aiks.. the sun risen !! Sigh~
been suffering whole the night couldn't sleep ~ kesian me ~
i think maybe yesterday i had caffein in oldtown with empty stomach ~ GOsh~~ papa !!

MDG 心情小说3 ~

跌进了两次bottom3的我，那种心情可是很害怕~这个礼拜给了个超大的开玩笑，没踢人~一想到下一个星期就是最后一次踢人，还是一次过踢三个那种。哎哟~ 天使天使给我点能量~决赛就离我不远~不想出啊~ 很伤心！
在这个时候脑袋同样的又依然想起他~回想起那天他很开心的跑到我工作岗位来找我，他向我要了意见，他的部门上司要他和几个同事去某某岛做实习训练十二天~我顿时呆了~“十二天”！！
由于我们同组，26天连续工作然后才休息的，放假都是一样的~只是他五天我四天。他竟然要去“十二天”！！！我承认我超粘他超依赖他~就算第一天我们各自回各自的家乡见不到他~我都很难受~在家里的我只会一直哭，哭哭哭不停~很想念他！要他回到我身边来~一天我都受不了~这可要去足足十二天~我该怎样办？我脑袋里顿时想了很多东西~虽然我很很很需要他~很舍不得让他去那么久~可是我终究要为他想想他的前途~让他去训练去实习学更多的东西回来~我总不能那么自私把他绑得紧紧的~可是我就是不舍得~想了好久~看到他那种开心的样子来问我，我又心软不愿意伤害他~最后我还是决定了为了他前途压着我的胸口盖着眼睛答应让他去~他就很开心的向我道别马上回去答应上司~又有谁知道其实我好想哭好想放声大哭我很舍不得他~我很心痛，在做着工被逼要忍，最后还是忍不住跑去洗手间哭了一场~可是看到他开心一些牺牲都是值得的。。

在他起程走的那天他竟不要见我~间种发生了些事，他性格开始变了~ 我一个人偷偷躲在一边远远的看着他，我满脸都是泪水~哭得很契惨！最后他发现了我，跑过来。我紧紧地抱着他哭到更厉害心里不想让他去！:'( 当他上了巴士我整个人跪坐在地上像哭包一样不停不停的一直哭~看着他的巴士离开~

原来一切就是噩梦的开始~原来我的放手就永远永远的失去他~他去了回来就整个人变了很恶劣甚至像被下降头一样的恶劣打我！连我也认不出他~ 我们分手了~
是我做对了？还是我后悔了？为了他前途放手让他去，我深深爱的他，永远回不来~
一年多要两年的感情就因为我这样的放手~我失去一切一切，我做不回我自己，我很失落~ 我深深爱的他~~ 永远回不来~~ 永远也回不来~~~~

22/4/08-今天是最后一次踢人的一天，上了simone的catwalk class，去了Bar Savanh的最后顿晚餐终于回去capxion踢人啦~失落的我经过了两次bottom3我已经有心理准备我一定会被踢出去~因为我自己并很清楚在mdg我并不是最好的一个但是我还是很努力去把自己做到最好~我就很安慰地去面对踢人的这个时候~ ~竟然！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
天呀~天呀~我简直不敢相信！！！！！！！！！！！
我终于进了top 3 ~ chiang chiang chiangggg~~ mummy!! 我的努力竟然没有白费~audience开始相信我的进步我刻苦耐劳的努力~好想第一个时间打电话回家~我整个人呆掉开心地讲不出话！我又多了一个礼拜的压力要去闯去努力加油~

远方的你又会怎样想呢？ 呜~~~

MDG 心情小说2 ~

在MDG的日子里可真很闷骚~还好有我宝贝ipod video陪伴着我~没有音乐的生活像在地狱~因为别墅里没有电视机没有收音机，唉~而且又隔离于电话，网络和相机~个个都是我的命根~很难熬~面对每个礼拜踢人的阶段真的很反感~摄影的现场，心情很压力在那沉静的现场~很怕很怕~kan jiong kan jiong ~

每一个photoshoot我都很努力很努力的去表现我自己~可是我爱笑的眼睛在我分手后就一直都表达不出来~很不乖~那种悲伤的眼睛连我自己看了都很失望~不能怪很多部落客看了我照片都讨厌我！伤口还在痛着~唯有逼自己坚强下去~在失落的低潮期很努力很努力的去逼我自己做到最好去表现好我自己~我知道我自己可以做得更好更好~就好像一辆车驾了很多久，终究要送去service.坚持逼那辆车走下去，总有一天你的车驾到一半就会坏掉再也动不了~我在里面的角色就是逼自己把我自己做到最好~所谓一份耕耘一份收获~我一定不会让支持我的人失望！在这失落得期间参加了MDG对我来讲有好有坏~好的是我的时间全紧逼着满满的充实我自己并没有时间去想过去的他，坏的是在这段失落的日子真的很难熬对着每一个人都是着掩盖着我的悲伤~做不回我自己~没有人能明白我真正的感受是多么的痛苦终究还是会想很多东西~我很傻~为了一个这样恶劣伤害自己的人失去了自我~只因为我爱他太深。

8/4/08- 这一天我跌进了bottom 3.天呀~我再次受到打击~很压力很压力~失去了自我~感觉好像真个世界都不要我了虽然我最终没被一脚踢出去~ 呜~如何收拾我的心情？bottom3的感受是如此恐怖。一定要振作！e.d:hw badly u wan tis ?所谓我的标语.deeper thn ocean higher thn mountain.不懂何时何刻我竟有了我自己的标语。sigh =.="

老天给了我多一个星期的机会好好去表现我自己！接下来的Mifa,breakfast show ,G-force-X...etc

讲到g-Force-x .够力！adeline lee你竟然酱大胆走上去玩~.......... 他妈的！没有第二次了！！！！！下来了受惊到脚都软走不到路~喊到声音都沙掉~算你狠!!producer!! 白棋抛出~ @_@

我的努力总算没白费~赢了三个challenge.第一个12/4/08-fashion+catwalk challenge。第二个17/4/08-Escada Moon Sparkle Commercial challenge.第三个25/4/08-acting challenge.



~ 我的新宠物~

MDG 心情小说1 ~

离开家的两个月~ 这些日子可真难熬~刚从山上辞了职的我，还没习惯那闷热的天气~在朋友的推荐下，反正失业的我也傻傻的我填了表格就寄了出去！参加了第一届的Malaysian Dreamgirl试试我的运.天呀@_@ 对我这种新人物来讲原来应征这种选举是多么的可怕~害怕紧张得我在audition时嚣张得脑袋一片空白~控制不到我讲的话~也不懂自己讲了些什么~这可比在我做工时对着各国的顾客还来得恐怖~成功过了两关进了十二强~认真的我开始迈向mgd前进。mdg这个m'sia 1st reality model search比我想象的还要恐怖~ 在这俩个月的mdg里，很多都超出我所想象的！刚刚在爱情里受了重伤的我原本已经逃到自己唯一可以逃避世界的家，现在又要被隔离电话和电脑，又被逼要适应接近这个世界是多么的痛苦~只有我自己明白！在里面两个月的日子可真的多难熬~因为我还深深的爱着他~但爱只能在记忆中找你~我爱的他已经消失在这个世界了~在mdg里的第五天里（5/3/08）~他们开始改造我们的头发~分手了才刚刚把我宝贝的长发剪短的我~今天又受到重大的刺激~[飞]把我的头发一剪就剪到更短！顿时~那一刻把我带回那失落时剪掉我宝贝长发的那一瞬间~呜~我的心情又在跌了下去~眼泪流了下来，好想放声大哭~今天的我就好像又再次失去你一样那种感觉~连评判也重重地刺了我一刀，说没人会投我的票了也没有男生会喜欢我了~好丑好丑觉得我自己好丑~他剪掉了我的自信心~好没安全感好失落~我好像男生~明天的photoshoot好想不去不去不去！！呜~

泪~

当爱情受到伤害时
眼泪代表我的伤悲
当爱情随风而逝时
眼泪代表着我的绝望
直到有一天我不再流泪时
我是不是已经不再相信爱情？