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2010-06-28T16:50:00.002+08:00

~ 黑白的色调，无言的呐喊 ~

Joanna & 王若琳

2009-06-07T17:19:00.000+08:00

Joanna Wang (chinese:王若琳 ,pinyin: Wáng Rùolín ) is a Taiwan singer-songwriter.
Born in Taipei but raised in Los Angeles .

Daughter of famous music producer Ji-ping "Bing" Wang (王治平).

-Album-

Start From Here _ 2008

CD 1

01. Let's Start from Here

02. Lost in Paradise

03. As Love Begins to Mend

04. Bada Bada

05. Lost Taipei

06. The Best Mistake I've Ever Made
07. I Love You

08. For No Reason

09. Stages of Flying

10. Now
11. True

12. New York State of Mind

CD 2

1. 迷宮
2. 有你的快樂

3. Now
4. 因為你愛我

5. For No Reason（中文版）

Joanna & 王若琳

CD 1 Joanna & 王若琳

01. Tikiville (英文版)

02. Maybe Some Other Time (英文版)

03. Vincent

04. 一種念頭
05. 我的愛
06. Times of Your Life

07. Tikiville (中文版)

08. Aubrey

09. Maybe Some Other Time (中文版)

10. 玫瑰玫瑰我愛你

CD 2 The Adult Storybook

01. Adult Crap
02. I Guess I'm Paranoid

03. Longing for Romance

04. His Remedy

05. Nobody's A Nun

06. Even If We Did

07. How I Feel About Businessmen

08. Man
09. Palpitation
10. I'm Pathetic Enough

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Joanna & 王若琳Live Promo Tour
1Utama Shopping Center , Center Park Avenue

Date : 5th June 2009 (Fri)

Organized : Sony Music

Official Radio station : MY FM

Autograph Session

queuing ... queuing ...

Ta Daaaaaaaaa~

muuuaksss...

沉迷的人是可怕的

2009-05-13T01:29:00.000+08:00

如果有一个男人沉迷地爱你，你应该尽量享受这份爱，但是不要期望他能够爱你到永远。

沉迷的人是可怕的，他们一旦清醒就会变得很无情~

他那么沉迷的爱你，必然是因为你和他之间有一种差异，也许是你不爱他，也许是你身边有人，也许是你条件太好，对于如梦是幻，看似远而不及的东西，我们才会如此沉迷~

人不会永远沉迷，有一天，他一觉醒来，会发现这一切都是不平等的，

他在虐待自己，也在被你虐待~

过去是他溺水，今天的他不会再跳进水里~

他会怀疑他是岑经否爱过你，而你又是否那么值得他爱你。

为了尊严，他否定过去的一切，收回对你的依恋和着迷~

以前那个不是他，如今这个才是他~
他是个冷漠自持的人，从没爱过你~

如果你那么不辛，在这个时候终于被他感动，爱上了他，你将会很痛苦，

他将不会像以前那样沉迷地爱你。

在你堕落之前，他早已经自拔~

迷恋一个人，就好像中了魔一样~

不由自主，再怎么聪明的人，也会不惜一切掏空自己所有感情，

一旦醒来，已经没有剩余的感情了，变成无情也很理所当然的事~

被一个男人沉迷地爱着的时候，不要期望他明天还会如此，

你和我都应该明白物极必反的道理~

夜里~

2009-05-09T00:15:00.004+08:00

我很寂寞~

只想要一个暖暖的拥抱~

男人和女人~

2009-05-06T10:03:00.003+08:00

男人永远都搞不清楚女人的安全期，女人则永远搞不清楚男人的冷静期~
男人说：[ 我想一个人冷静一下。] 这是不是代表他想分手呢？他没说分手，只说要冷静。那么，他到底要冷静多久？

[我会打电话给你。]男人通常会这样说，而不会直接告诉女人他要冷静多久。

女人回家等男人的消息。对女人来说，这段冷静漫长而痛苦。她知道，男人忽然希望一个人冷静一下，那就是说他不爱她了，他向分手，只是他还开不了口，所以需要一点时间。

所谓冷静期，根本就是一方等候另一方宣布这段爱情死亡。很少情侣能够熬过冷静期，冷静期过后又走在一起的，只是苟延残喘，很快就会分手~

女人永远都不应该让男人知道她很爱他，因为他知道后会变得很自大。这往往是我一直在重犯的错~
女人永远都不应该让男人知道的事情还有很多~ 这就是她的弱点~当她深深爱上了他，她就会很自然的把一切都和他分享~ 却全部泄漏了出去~

女人永远都不应该让男人知道她没有了他不行，这个男人就不会再在乎和迁就这个女人~因为他知道不管他怎样对她不尊重，她也唯有把全部的无奈强忍着吞下去~因为她太爱他，棋子走错了一步，也就毁掉了她一生，他就吃足她一世的棋~

Mill Wheel Ice Cafe 炮兵

2009-04-19T16:45:00.003+08:00

The weather constantly changing all the time.. worse to worse on the following month to month.. sometimes was in intermittent rain , suddenly stop raining and turn to a super hot day , threatening to rain and the thunderbolt seems to split the sky and awake me from the sweet slumberland.. just browsing the news is about a hot day can spell bad news for migraine sufferers..@_@ But yes, The hot day makes me don't feel want to go out..it makes people turns lazy or lackadaisical ..within two or three days leading to a person's hospital or clinic visit also increase the headache risk.. Many people falls sick recently included all my friends around me .. The bad weather does affect our health. When it comes to some officer worker or sales mobile team situation ,they running their sales and travel here and there, they will be affected in high crisis.. adds more to our understand that migraine is a sensitivity problems.. Dear all my readers there, sending my warmest regards to everyone here . Drink more water and take good care everyone..kay ^^ muuuuaks.. i hope you guys always in a state of bliss and live healthy.

So what we can do in a hot day ?! some people said let's go genting highland, stay away from the hot weather.. some people said let's go to sunway lagoon water park , thrilling and enjoy the exciting water games.. soak yourself in the water ~ To me, genting highland? sien liao lar~ stay there for 2 years dy.. tak cukup ker? sunway lagoon? o_O" sunburn my skin like Louis Koo?? NO WAY!!

I end up with Mill Wheel Ice Cafe in a super hot day!!! ain't a better idea ?

Ice Ice Baby...oh-ohhhh Ice Ice Baby ~~ :D

Watermelon Snow

Strawberry Parfeit

50 Fifty *i wonder why they name it fifty??*

Pizza

Ice Cake -Yam

Yummy Yummy ~

It's Winter NowwWWwww ~~~

Found this Video on Youtube

Location:
Puchong:No 5 , Jalan Kenari 22 , Puchong Jaya
Kepong:72 & 74 Jalan Metro Perdana Barat 2 , Kepong
Sunway:Lot LL202 (J) Jusco Sunway Pyramid 2
Klang:Lot G17,Aeon Bukit Tinggi Shopping Center

Broga

2009-04-15T19:46:00.001+08:00

I was in Semenyih today ~ when i pass by and saw this street nameplate , some scenes was just to take my mind back into the movie again ~ wtf.. ekekekekkeke ~~~

JOHN ORTIZ !!!! (Broga)

The Steamboat , Ketam Village

2009-04-11T23:41:00.002+08:00

The Steamboat , Ketam Village

Ikano Power Center , Mutiara Damansara

Rate: * * *

If you are the steamboat lover .. you must check this out ~ I quite like the single steamboat concept of this restaurant.. some people said it's hygienic.. if you out with some friends that not so familiar .. this is the best choice ever .. ain't it ?? hmmmpmm.. Personally what i like about this shop is the food is pretty fresh and they actually serve mutton , beef , fish and chicken in Value Sets also .. so you can have your own choice of your appetite of the day.. oh yea .. the price is reasonable ..

Choice of soup

Tom Yam soup

Clear soup

My appetite of the Day ~~

Dumpling Noodle Sets

Lamb Noodle Sets .. i'm starving ~ mutton is my favourite ~

Woot !! yummy ~ You can control the heat by yourself ..

the steamboat , ketam village .. but the whole feel of interior doesn't look like so "ketam" !! just a theme of village ..ekekeke ~ c2pid lame joke =.="

BOO!!!

Nuffnang Music Bash '09

2009-04-07T15:36:00.000+08:00

Nuffnang Music Bash 2009 Powered By Maxis Broadband

Maison , KL
4th April '09 (Sat)

Is a costume party again.. It keeps annoying my mind what i'm suppose to be in the party .. Dress up urself come and prepared to be treated as the celebrities in the Nuffnang Music Bash Party~

The Party was a blast as it bought all the bloggers stay along in such a great time in conjuction with The Maxis USB Modems ROcks On !

I ended up with just be myself to attend the party ~ xoxo

Kind of surprise when i reached i saw they like really dress up like the era sense of elvis presley time..woot!! they are the main musican that wil perform their live band show on that night ~ I nearly can't recognize joshua was one of them .. ekekekekke..

The MC

Our Co-founder of Nuffnang Timathy Tiah

The Show Time !!!

the baby chyu

The DGMBians~ Kelli , Joshua Nigel Jen David

The Village People

My darling

Simon who bring me as a guest

I Love Nuffnang~

Terrible ! Horrible !! Vegetable !!!

2009-04-02T12:27:00.001+08:00

Let me show u synopsis of the long long story~
-Traffic Jam at Sungai besi Tol .. I was on my way balik kampung and my Touch & Go credit running low.. So i decide to queue up and reload my credit ~
-I was on the Touch & Go reload lane ~

-There is a car from my right side with a very fast speed crush my car ~ WTF ~~ i was sHocked !!

-Car A drive futher and another same gang Car B is at the back blocked me !!

-They get out from their cars and besiege me ~ luckily i smart and locked the door immediately because i'm alone in the car. How dare i go out ? They are like 5-6 peoples very fierce and horrible ~ they kick my door , hit my window ask me get out from the car ~~ all is melay ,they such like uneducated people!!! my god !! i'm so angry but terrified~ They crash my car with no reason and they like wild beast ,fXXkin disgusting !! majority bully minority !! cilaka >.<

-What can i do ? I decide to drive off and escape from them immediately ~ i was thinking to stop my car at somewhere which is next to dunkin' donuts .. i wanted to check my car wasn't that serious and call for help~
-before i get down from my car , i double check at my back mirror .GOSH!! they are chasing up ~ this time there is two more car of their gang .. they blocked me again !!!! hurry up to lock my door~

-This time they repeating to knock my window and kick my car ~ the uneducated melay shouted me and ask me get out from the car and settle ~ they showing their body language to ask me give them money !! WTF!!!! Crashed my car and want me to pay them money~such like BARbarous ,uneducated people!! They are like those road trouble marker and I keep on call the polis .. and the operator is like so So SO idiot ~ keep on hold my line ~ wasting my time !! halloow ~~ is about life resue purpose u know ~ terrible operator !!! this is so called malaysia ~~

-They tried to open my door .. but they failed coz i already locked my door ~ they shouting so loud and ask me to give them money and settle , if i refuse to give them money they will call polis =.=" i don't give them a damn ~ i tell them i already called the polis ~ they leave immediately ~

Terrible !! Horrible !! Vegetable !!!

After they leave and my friend arrived .. MANE POLIS ??? belum sampai lagi !! =.="

I noted down all their car plate and make a polis report after that ~ It spent me like half day time ~

What A Day ~

p/s: don't comment my drawing k ? it's ugly ^^ just roughly show u how's the case happen ~

Kedai Kopi Hai Peng ~

2009-03-09T17:02:00.007+08:00

I was on a trip to Kuantan , and while driving up to Kuantan ,i drove to a town in Terengganu called Kemaman . Guess what ?? My dad told me there is a Kopitiam in Kemaman so famous that i must as least drop by for a try ...

Kedai Kopi Hai Peng . Located in a town called Chukai was established since 1940.

When i walk in , the place is crowded , I think this is a hot spot in the town for people to chill out , yamcha , blow blow water , gossip ..hmm.. It gives you the feel like those real old old kopitiam..

I didn't order much of food , i was still very full but i insist to try out the famous kaya + butter toasted bread .. .. yummy ~~

I wongder i have reader from Kemaman ? You must visit the shop if you drop by Kemaman , i swear to god you will regret for not try out the food there , because they are so tasty . Nasi Dagang , toasted bread and iced-coffee is the signature food and beverage ~ and i would say the price is reasonable ~

Address: Jalan Sulaiman ,Chukai , Kemaman ,Terengganu .

2009

2009-03-04T11:46:00.006+08:00

Halooooo !!!!!!!!! I'm Backkk on blog ~

i'm here to update you guys..

i'm safe ,

i'm fine ,

i'm still alive !! :p

Miss me ? heheee....~

Malaysian dreamgirl 2 is finally here ~

hohohoho ~~~ Let's start the drama in the DREAM !!

The top 12 models for Malaysian Dreamgirl 2 will be unveiled on 5 March 2009.

» visit the Malaysian Dreamgirl official website

Happy 08/08/08 8:08

2008-08-08T20:08:00.006+08:00

Can you spot yourself here? ekekekkekeke

I'll not get the opportunity to wish u all Best on this date again.

So, making full use of this chance of a lifetime to reassure my wish for all of you here to stay along with me all the time in baby chyu's blog.
*appreciate*

HAPPY 08/08/08 8:08

Best Wishes to all of you here !!

and

Good Luck to

Opening of Beijing 2008 Olympic

p/s: do let me know that if u did follow my blog but u didn't show up urself ~ i will add yea ur pic ~

Baby Ying ~

2008-08-04T22:28:00.002+08:00

Did u all have something that u like to eat when ur childhood time ?

Flash back when my childhood time ~

I just love to eat Ligo very much and still , even now.....

HaHa ~ this is me ~ ekekekkekeke ~

Alex Moi

2008-07-31T23:19:00.004+08:00

----Alex Moi----

The picture that i like the most ~

For more pictures please visit http://www.alexmoi.net/weddings/thumbnails.php?album=96

hmmmm.. let me show u how's chyu looks like when she lost her xiao xiao bai ...
i just can't stop missing my xiao xiao bai...
din't sleep for few days..
cry for few days..
see my kao kao eye bag..

OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! @_@ tHe ugliest Me ever !!!!!!

小小白 Xiao Xiao Bai

2008-07-29T00:31:00.002+08:00

二零零八年七月二十三号的清晨。。。
昨夜的我到现在依然还没睡～

“汪。。” ！！
在上着网的我从电脑座子飞快的拔了锁匙开门冲出家外面。。
一只外方的野狗和我家的野狗在打着架，而小小白正夹在中间。。
卖水果的啊姨就大声喊“快。。你的狗给它咬掉了。。！！”
慌张的我。。不管三七二十一快速的追去救小小白。。
拼命的追。。追了三个小巷。。心和脚不由力气的使命跑得很快很快的追。。
追到尾端的路上。。疯狂的野狗正在咬着小小白了。。
捡起石头的我大力地丢过去。。
野狗跑掉了。。

“。。。。。。。”
小小白睡在地上一直在挣扎着。。
我一直不停的叫“baby!! baby!! babyyyyyyy...”
小小白还是睡着起不到身。。。
我看得到小小白很痛苦的样子。。。
伸手摸摸小小白的头疼疼她。。

她。。。。。。。。。。！！！

他却。。。。。。。。。。。

断气了。。。。！！！

我不仅很大很大声的喊，大哭了起来！！！！

小小白走了。。
身上全部都是被咬的疤痕。。
嘴里全部都是血。。。。
眼睛还是开着的。。。。

尽管是个花园住宅区，我依然还是很大很大声的哭。。。
附近的居民都听到跑出来以为甚麼事情发生。。。
那个外来野狗的主人把小小白暂时被袋在纸包里。。
拿起时。。小小白的头是跌了肩旁下来（没反应了）～

我越是哭得更大声～～～～
不敢再望小小白。。。

我还没煮早餐给小小白。。
我还没帮小小白冲凉。。
我还没买到小小白新的沐浴露
我还没买到很美紫色的铃铃吊饰给小小白。。
小小白。。就。。这样。。。走了。。。。

为什么。。。为。。。甚。。。麽。。。？

小小白走时眼睛还是开着的。。。。。。

呜～～～～～～～～～ T_T

是我没用。。是我无法救回小小白。。
亲眼看着它痛苦。。亲眼看着它走。。。
是我应该把它绑起来，可是我又不忍心看着它一直哭要解开绳子。。
是我不好。。害死了小小白。。。
是我错，没看着她不到五分钟就出事了。。。

呜～～～～～～～

小小白！！！！！

～小小白的回忆～

出世不久的它。。呜～

它可爱的装模作样。。呜～

小小白，mummy 永远爱妳，疼妳～

小小白，对不起，妈咪不能陪在妳身边了。。妳安息了。mummy 爱妳。mummy 会永远想念妳～呜～

p/s:可以的话。希望你们给小小白一个小小的祝福留下你们的留言。小小白会很开心。

Oon Yeoh

2008-07-26T17:14:00.000+08:00

so how do you feel ? what do you think ? do you like my wedding series ? hmmm.... Let's go through the next photographer project ^^

Ooh Yeoh

I can't wait to see ALex Moi's photograph !! Hope to get it as fast as possible to share with all ~

Asther Lau

2008-07-24T14:33:00.008+08:00

~~~~ ASTHER LAU ~~~~

>>>>>> Wedding gown-Long <<<<<<<

>>>>>>>>> Wedding gown -short <<<<<<<<

Baju Kebaya

http://www.flickr.com/photos/astherlau/

Grown sponsor :Nicleesher Fashion House
Make up : Siew Mun
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Coming up - Oon Yeoh 's series
Stay Tuned ~ muuuaks

Bridal Shoot

2008-07-23T07:46:00.001+08:00

It's a project that collaborating with Alex Moi who an established wedding photographer. He shot weddings throughout Malaysia , from outdoor pre-wedding shoots to traditional ceremonies , Malay wedding ceremonies , garden weddings , church weddings to Chinese weddings dinners .Thanks to Talent Factory & Capxion Media who arrange this bridal shoot for me with Alex Moi..My 1st bridal shoot . He such a professional in his way and i can see his level of passion in wedding shoots ~ Oh yea.. there is another two photographer who join Alex Moi for this studio shooting. Asther Lau & Oon Yeoh ~

You would never have chance to see behind the scene where the studio shooting right ? Let me show you .. lotsa fun there !! we shoot each other !!

Tadaaaaaa~

Alex Moi
Oon Yeoh
Asther Lau

Photographer : Alex Moi , Asther Lau , Oon Yeoh
Make up : Siew Mun

Location: Studio Kwerkus6 Kota Damansara
Grown Sponsor : Nicleesher Fashion house

Can't wait to see the potraits ?

Stay tuned !!!

Hennessy Artistry

2008-07-22T01:15:00.004+08:00

Event: Hennessy Artistry- The Global Art Of Mixing

Venue: Bukit Kiara Indoor Arena

Date: 19th July 2008

Time: 9pm onward

Finest Artist : Flo Rida , Machi , Dj Latin Prince , Pop Shuvit , Vj Callen

YeeeeeeHA!! it was awesome !! FLO RIDA !!! MACHI !! great music !!! Free Flow !! it was really nice ! since everyone post about this , am goin to show u the pictures nie .. Let's Get It Started !!

i was invited as a nuffnanger on that night ~

Section Hennessy Miami which is for all the media people / blogger .

Flo Rida rocks the night !!

Melody from Machi "Baby Girl"

Machi

chyu

Jan-E

John Lee & Brandon Lee , my kor

How Zan aka Zan Zan

Shu Jian

Kel Li

Amy , Shengmae , me , Kel li , Hsu Jen

Michael Yip

David , Nigel

Sue

my dearest Fiqa

Simon , Fiqa

Nelson

一部分

2008-07-13T16:45:00.001+08:00

一只蚂蚁辛苦的爬过我脚边。

我仔细看了它一会儿，

心中浮现一个疑问：

在蚂蚁眼中，是否看得到比它大上数千倍，不对，是数万倍的我呢？

它看到的不是全部的我，而是一部分，

是比指尖更小的一部分。

同样地，我们现在所看到的也只是一部分吗？

云，星星，月亮，太阳，会不会只是甚麽的一部分呢？

巨大的东西常因为太大，所以看不到。

就如同你看不到我爱你的那颗心一样。。。

WANTED & Naili's Place ~

2008-07-10T20:59:00.001+08:00

The story is about a cubicle-dwelling ,Wesley Gibson thought he was the same as everyone else . Wesley life changed the day when he discovered . the is the son of the killer , a member of the underground fraternity .

Brought into the fraternity after his father is a slain . Wesley come into his own abilities as the new killer and a veil was lifted from his eyes as he sees the world he never knew was there .In a world that all teh superheroes are dead, Wesley join the villians while trying to unravel the mistery of his father murder , Wesley Gibson is a son , a killer , a hero ... and WANTED .

The character i like the most is Cross character , heartwarming dad in the midst of his cold , murdering reputation. The part i loved is peanut butter and rats use as a bombs to kill Sloan . frickin hilarious !!

After movie ,went for a drinks at Naili's Place at Sentul and enjoy the food and enviroment there . Loved the atmosphere there. This place is well known for beach resort theme which u just have to go there and experience yourself .As u make your way in , you will notice surfboards juice bar , fishing boats , and palm trees that make up the surrounding .Variety of western , malay and chinese dishes . The most special seating style is dine on the tree house . Take a look of some pictures i took .

ADDRESS:

116-C, Jln Taman Dato’ Senu,

Kampung Cempedak,

Sentul Pasar,

51000 Sentul,

Kuala Lumpur

Key

2008-07-05T20:39:00.000+08:00

If you read my blog u will remember i said i wish to have a key as my 21st Birthday present rite...

Tadaaaaaaa ~

Finally I get my key on my 21st birthday !! gold or metal is so not me XD i prefer something that really special , fashionable and trendy ~ i love this key so much ..it doesn't mean that i get this key i get my freedom.. Key signifies 21st birthday ~ as if cakes signifies birthday ~ ain't my birthday meaningful ? ^^ sweet ~
so guys .. everyone have their 21st birthday .. did you get ur key when your 21st birthday ??

share with me =)

DGMB BBQ PARTY

2008-07-02T01:45:00.002+08:00

~ DGMB BBQ PARTY ~

Venue: Nigel po po's house

Time : 4pm until late

Thanks Nigel for invite me to their DGMB BBQ PARTY ~

I don't know whether is server problem neh ? streamxy problems ? or internet line down!! not even my email unable to log in ~internet explorer langsung no reaction on page ~ nigel was sending me the map how to go his grandma's house by email . arrrrgh! how am i suppose to do now ? haiya!! dun care ~ i will call yea when on the way ~ this was my second bbq party on this week ~ 1st bbq party was my brother's girlfriend birthday ~ i'm gonna turn fat .. fat ..FAT !!

I was late ~ sorry guys !!
ish ish ~ no body care , i guess so ... ^^" btw , i'm just a guest ~

Flame ! reminds me of my favourite song last time ~> Eternal Flame

fish ball fish ball ~ all the fish kena "tongg" .. jadi , turns fishball today !! XD

" siu kai yek!! wo ji sai zong ye sek "~ stephen chaw

David is holding his cam..eeee..aaaa.. take picture of a "chair" or the "floor" ?

sweetie kel li

teh tarik session ~

Pam song , Amy Lai , me , Hsu Jen

twinkle twinkle little star ...she makes me a little bit bei bei dei in this picture~ ooowh!! i was spellbound by Kel li , she is too sweet ~

Thomas , Kel li, Amy Lai , me , Pam Song , Nadia

bear bear Nigel & Chyu ~

Stanley!! i got new spec for you !! haha

Aaron short standing on a stool and treathen "hong hak" me *run*

" if you have been reading my post on MDG before this, you will know that i like Adeline " quote of the day by Joshua .. hahahaha (^^)v

Si comel yang tak tau ape tu mashmallow ^^" cute kan ?

Aaron bunny standing on a stool !!! Kawaii neh !!

old old story ~ me and mah ar gong hwei ming , i'm his g'daughter XD

Tata ~ i'm going to catch up Gary concert ~

Editing is fun ..

I Heart Editing !!

Pulau Redang ~

2008-06-30T00:43:00.001+08:00

Is picture time !!!!

Anything , Whatever

2008-06-25T23:19:00.000+08:00

share !!! ShaRE !! SHARE with you all !!!

Tadaaaaaa ~

ANYTHING - Carbonated

made in six flavours:

Cola

Cola with Lemon

Apple

Fizz-up

Cloudy Lemon

Root Beer

WHATEVER- Non Carbonated

made in six flavours as iced tea:

Ice Lemon Tea

Peach Tea

Jasmine Green Tea

White Grape Tea

Apple Tea

Chrysanthemum TEa

Nice thing must share !!!

Did you get ur anything & whatever ?

They are now available in Jusco and 7-eleven all across in Peninsular Malaysia ...

What are you waiting for ? Hurry up ~

Nuffnang Wild Live Blogging Party (Photo updated )

2008-06-22T19:58:00.010+08:00

babe .. am i wild and sexyyy ??

NuffNang WilD LifE BloggInG pArTy POWERED bY MaxiS Broadband
Venue: Modesto's/Rain ,Desa Sri Hartamas
Date /Time : 21st June 2008 / 6.30pm - 10.00pm

Dress Code : Animal theme

after our ealier year pyjama's party ~ this was the next party from nuffnang~

wohoo !! YES!!! i'm back from Nuffnang Wild Live Blogging Party !!!

The party was awesome !!!never expect that this party was absolutely insane!! It was Happening !!!

Crazy animals was damn turn on in Modesto ...wuuuuuohhh ..i saw bunny,gorrila,ladybird,tiger, butterfly, bee, lion ,cow , spiderman, oh ya kungfu panda too and many many more unable to list out here ...!!!

wuuuuoh !!!

Let's get started !!!

Thank you Simon who invite me to the party ~

Cherie the mickey , Kenny the pooh , Chyu the zebra , Simon the horse?? XD

lovable Su Ann the ladybird

Wild Zebra in the party

Michael Yip

Ping Ping the cutiest hunter ever !!

Joshua the Africian's Lion (baju printing saje XD )

this tall guy Stanley Wong..i feel bliss when i'm standing next to him..can u see? he is so tall !!!!!

Simon , Sammy the panda ? mice? XD , Swee Win

OMG ~ surprised meeting the manis MDG Hanis Zalikha

sweetie Kel li the bunny ~

Suet Li the ostrich

The goodies bag's bunny

Skyler Yee , Michelle Tan

Ringo Tan

Kenny Choo the blind mice

Aaron Ho

Lih Ren

Live blogging

more more more !!! picture picture picture ?? keke :p send me if have pic with me !!

I LOVE NUFFNANG !!!!

Happy Birthday To Chyu !!!

2008-06-20T11:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY !!!!

18th JuNe 2008

bye bye 20

2008-06-16T17:14:00.002+08:00

COUNTDOWN

2 more days to go

Hair Spread with Saw Saloon

2008-06-13T22:19:00.001+08:00

9th June ...
1130HRS
prep work hair section at Saw Saloon @ KLCC ~
hairstylist - Edwin Saw
Sponsor - Wella

10th June ...
0900HRS
Photoshoot
venue- studio in Damansara
hairstylist - Chi (assistance)
make up - Bertha Gallery , Eve & Kym
photographer - Sam Soon
model - Adeline & Ringo (haha.. i'm a MODEL ) ish ish :p

-----darling make up artist----

> Saw Saloon hair make over photoshoot .
> This hair spread will be in Marie Claire magazine Oct 08 issue

sek zou lor ~ remember to buy , k .. ~ haha XD

The Making of Pepsi tvc - Tropicana

2008-06-12T06:18:00.006+08:00

hoo hoo hoo !! DO YOu MisS ME ?? I'M BACK!! Finally i'm home from four days of pangkor pepsi tvc trip and two days for wella shooting .

Is time to update what i'm doing in this week ^^

let's get it start !!

The world top juice enters China market.
Pepsi promotes section of mix fruit juice which in China the 1st global fruit juice "纯果乐(Tropicana)"serve under "果缤纷"

Its unique mixes builds the formula,the multiplex compound as soon as changes the fruit juice market with pure juice punch to monopolize originally..eagerly anticipates the fruit juice newest fashion.

have you ever heard the concept of "mixes builds"?

Reveals of the latest fashionable formula :

"Tropics Delicacy"

- Thailand's pineapple , Brazil's warm fruits, France's red grapes , Egypt's common guayava, India's mango, China's apple

"Citron Delicacy"

-Brazil's citron , Spain's citrus fruits , china's 金银花

"Muskmelon Delicacy"

-Southern Europe Hami Melon , China's apple

5/6 - 8/6

Wuuuoh!!! ... main cast Louis Koo (古天乐) pepsi tvc !! i was cast as an extra role in the tvc , even this is an entra role but i found that myself in pangkor island for this once in a lifetime opportunity to appear in the ad in China !! only in China !! somemore is superstar Louis Koo!! wuuuuoh! i'm an "international keh leh feh" @_@ ish ish !!! SIgh! hehe
i was really excited about doing my 1st extra role in TV commercial . i'm so glad that my dear darling anna jas who was the one who ask me to join this ~ haha~ job + leisure + meet the superstar !! what's a nice Pangkor trip that i ever had !! thanks anna jas , muuaks.. ~ depart from pj on 5th of june in the midnight ,having sleep just for few hours , i couldn't sleep in the bus , i just feel uncomfortable coz of my long leg ~ no space to sleep wei ~ ish ish ~~

i was asking to act an entra role in the shooting , i was chosen to sit there and holding the drink and dance as happiest as i can..and drink the juice.. i'm the luckiest ~ just somewhere so near to Louis Koo~ MAn!!! he is so handsome !!! Hongkong's own Mr. dimples-in-your-face . He makes many girls' heart go afluttering . OMG~ his sexy eyes kills me !! on that scene , no more a malaysian dreamgirl role anymore , haha.. i'm just like a small fans of Louis.. haha~ before the shooting started ,the producer of China warn us not to take picture of Louis koo. ish ish so bad geh~..But i still manage to catch the pictures stealthily to post here .. muahhahaha... so cunning ~ keke

i was astounded by the level of preparation for this shoot . it was pretty impressive .they got props for every little things i could think of to prepare for the shoot . we have to wear our own beach look outfit for this shooting ~ this shooting is in Pangkor Beach Resort (private beach) . hmm.. if you guys watch a normal ad or tv commercial .. you'd know that the ad was pretty short . in reality they actually take few days to shooting just for a short ad ~ pepsi tvc takes two days to shoot~ have to shoot multiple scene because the director and editor wanted to have a wide selection of different footage at his disposal for editing later . being an extra role is not easy too ~ many scenes have to repeat over again and again to achieve the best take . if there is one person made an error or mistake , so they have to shout "cut!! " the entired scene have to resetted and then we have to do it over again .. shout again .." extra extra !! get ready .. and stand by !!! " ish ish ...lolz .... keep shouting "EXTRA EXTRA" !! i swear to god u will have a "extra" nightmare when you went back ~ hehe

group picture

louise khoo is actually who just same height with me nia~ :p

here's the pictures of me and tvc buddies ~

chyu love sandy beach ~ chyu love sea .. i'm pretty enjoy the whole pangkor trip ~

p/s: there're still many pictures to upload , stay tuned :p ~

babychyu ~

2008-06-03T02:54:00.006+08:00

baby chyu please !!! ang gu gu ~~ chiak!!

baby chyu please control urself !!

dun cry please !!

please stop crying ~

password to cheer up chyu ?

password is temporary locked !!

********

access denied !!

i'm moody ~

i'm so sad~

i'm just so down~

i'm just need more cares..

i'm just need more concern ..

i'm just need more loving ..

i'm just need people to tam me ..

i'm so emo i'm grieve~

sadess just keep pop out on my mind now~

Sob ~~ T_T

Bay Day ~

2008-06-01T18:39:00.007+08:00

31/05/08-

yiiihoo.. ^^ let's start my day here.. wakey up from oikie..~ "bangun pagi.. gosok gigi..cuci muka.."(kindergarden's song).. okie okie stop !! =___+" *i know is childdish* ~ after shower make up done , hair setted , ban leng leng jor.. yeah !!

ok grab.. my handbag and glupp** my stuff let's go gai gai shopping today ~ yahoo!!! mwah mwah \*0*/

#$%^&#%&#%^&#% !!!

huhuhuhuhu T_T how come so cehh geh ???!! TERRIBLE , HORRIBLE VEGETABLE YOU !!! @_@~

Arrrrrrrrrrgh!! ABS Light , Brake Light and AIRBAG light blinking ~OMG ~~~~~ O_o
chamm lo.. how ar ? am i going to continue my journey ? i'm dreaded !! is a bad sign !! ~ on the spot i called my fren who is a ex-foreman immediately. he ask me better bring my car to the nearest service to find out what problem is..3 light blinking is quite serious jor ~3 also involve in brake system .he afraid that brake faultly is quite dangerous..dun continue ur driving most important you check for brake pad and brake oil "dun play play".. Waaaahhh.. "dun play play" this word is so serious ! DaM~ ish ish .. aiks...T_T ok la .. my SATURDAY end up like that !! ~ my plan ? my party tonight?

1. ~~1u shopping gai gai ( women secret voucher Rm180)~~ .

2. ~~my yummy Lunch at 1u~~ .

3. ~~my friend's birthday bash party~~

4. ~~Hennessy Artistry Event~~

5. ~~Bamboo ttdi~~

Arrrggh ~ i missed ALL！！！！ huhuhuhuh T_T

i was thinkin next week i'm going to be very busy for my job so i got no chance to enjoy my weekday ~ i HAVE TO enjoy this week..haiz who knows this kind of this happen to ME !

6. ~~The Click Five Live in Genting~~

7. ~~Seventeen Roxy Summer Splash~~

8. ~~Wargame with CLEO Bachelor~~

all my plans end up here ..what to do .. i have to stay at home ~ but i got nothing to do at home.. saturday ..saturday.. my saturday ~~ ish ish ...

the dog also buwee me ~

i'm going to take my nap now ~ what a BAD day !!

1/6/08- my mum was telling me when i'm wakey up today.. .daddy drive her to pasar today.. the car's battery burn~ brake oil come out all.. the people who check the car for daddy said if i keep continuing drive to kl yesterday , daddy's car will burst !!! terrBaaBoom!! omg @_@

Thank God i'm safe ~HI EVERYONE !! see ... I'm staring at you !! the malaysian dreamgirl still alive !! phew ~~

Bridal make up ~ (updated)

2008-05-30T07:09:00.008+08:00

Here's another picture of students works for examination which is from Bertha Gallery ~

Bridal make up shoot ~

~~Who wants to marry~~ me ? XD

okie okie .. enough for joke ~ kekeke :p hmmm .. so which 1 nicer ? candy look or bridal look ? how do u think ? i want to know what do you think . Tell me tell me ... ^^v

(1/6) the comment still open ~ is ur choice to decide which is nicer ..
going to post another picture due to ur vote .. give me more response .. kekeke

bridal : candy

9 : 8

Candy look

2008-05-28T22:21:00.002+08:00

okayy.. finally i decided to put the pic which is some student works for examination from Bertha Gallery .Make up shoot themed Candy Look .

My Plant ~

2008-05-26T19:42:00.001+08:00

~MARIMO ~

Marimo is a rare growth of the species where the algae grow into large green balls in a velvety appearance.It is an iconic item of the Lake Akan in Hokkaido.This mysterious plant known as marimo habitats in the deepest reach of the Lake Akan . Marimo will grow n flourish in a rate about 5mm diameter a year .

~Do & Don't ~

It can habitat in tap water.
The lower the water temperature ,the better for the growth of marimo .
Marimo must not hav direct contact with sun light ~
Must pay extra tenderness n care to gently brush the branches on the surface of marimo .
When u change the water gently squeeze the water out of marimo.

marimo turning 2 years old in tis coming up june of 18 ^^

chyu & marimo _ 260508

My Day ~

2008-05-22T19:09:00.002+08:00

20/05

1100hrs: Meet my 1st client for Wella

(baby Natasha & darling Fiqa ) 3 of us

KLCC
- huhuhuhu T_T .. DAMN!! parking cost me "RM13" !!! @_@

Natasha

Kinokuniya : my new novel ^^

1613hrs: i was on the way back to port dickson...guess what ??

huhuhuhu T_T salah jalan !!!

"why salah jalan?"

jiang jiang jiang ~~~

i was so busy to take pic and messaging when driving all the way back~ wakakakka :p

Wuuuoh ~ Madza RX8 !!my favourite sport car !! Powerful, sleek and sporty. i hope to get one *o* ... #$@%#$ .... no money no talk !! =.=" k la k la i will get myself a toy car ... ! salah jalan but worth !! :)

Finally reached Pd ~ ^^

21/5/08

i got a call from Grace Lim ,the asst.product manager from Wella.YeeeBaa~!! i get my very 1st job ~i will get to be in Marie Claire magazine for hair shoot... the hair cut will be done by Edwin Saw (Saw Saloon)... one big page ..wuoooooh *o* cant wait ~

Dinner time !!!

Look Out Point , Kompleks Pelancongan Menara Tinjau

gasoline

Xlive !!

2008-05-19T05:34:00.007+08:00

comforter ~ pillow ~ bed ~ i'm home ! Chyu finally home from Xlive ~

XLIVE IS OVER =( huhuhuhuhuu

Just like what i mentioned before XLive is much more tempting right !! here i come !! XLIVE ........!!! MUHAHAHHAHA!!! Missy Elliott !!!

muhhahaa ..guess what ?? i met my ex-boss SVP there ,he give me a ticket .its VIP Ticket!! am upgraded my pass to VIP dy ~ muhahhaha ~ so cunning me ~ *giggle*

Xlive was a awesome event~The best of all it is happening at the outdoor Theme Park Genting Highland with 3 rave zone ,there's Xlive Main stage , XL-tronic & XLR8 .Of course whole the night i was based in Xlive main stage which mainly play RnB & Hip-hop and party with the rap queen Missy Elliott .. Everythings was just going the right way !! Everyone had fun, everyone got high ! Missy Elliott rocks !!

"Ching-ching, gettin' paid over here, Ching-ching, gettin' paid over here, (this is...) Thirsty, baby bring it over here, (a Missy Exclusive)Thirsty, baby bring it over here.. "

Missy ! I love youuu ~

"Thirsty, baby bring it over here, Thirsty, baby bring it over here, (New MISSY) See my money maker, do my money maker, See my money maker, do my money maker .. "

^^v

my life seems fine on the surface ,underneath i'm just not happy

2008-05-15T19:30:00.013+08:00

14/05-

1239hrs -back office at damansara

1609hrs - Celebrities Fitness 1u + hang gai gai ^^v

2000hrs-GAP presents Marie Digby live in 1u

surprised meeting nigel at 1u

Waltz our official web designer

15/05-

0722hrs- breakfast - dim sam *o*

0812hrs- pd beach ~

jalan pantai

moody sky ~

my life seems fine on the surface, underneath i'm just not happy

hmmm..aarrr..hmmm..aaa ~~~~~~

chyu with sleepy face neh~

0954hrs- a visit to The Legend Water Chalet..

你舍得让我哭吗？

2008-05-13T19:28:00.006+08:00

喜欢那些很怕女人哭的男人。

只要看到女人哭，他就会手忙脚乱~

只要看到女人哭，明明他是对的，他也会认错和投降~

只要看到女人哭，他会忘记什么是原则~

只要看到女人哭，他整个人也会软下来~

只要看到女人哭，他愿意为她承担一切错误和后果~

只要看到女人哭，他愿意用身体保护她~

只要看到女人哭，他就觉得对不起她~

也许他不是一个很聪明的男人，也许他不是一个很有出息的男人，他也不是一个很深情的男人，但是，他害怕眼泪，他就是可爱的~

从此以后，我就可以用眼泪来终止一场吵架获一场冷战~

我可以用眼泪来讲我那些横蛮的道理~

虽然我自己也都知道也都很清楚~

当他变了心，多少眼泪也无法令他回到从前的他~

但当他爱我的时候，我还是可以用眼泪来征服他~

无论我多么坚强和独立都好~无论我多么讨厌用眼泪来达到目的，

但我想用眼泪的时候，我要知道我的眼泪还是管用的。

我就是很‘眼浅’~ 人就是有感情的，我就是个大爱哭包！！

你舍得让我哭吗？

Freedom Festival 2008 @ PortDickson

2008-05-11T20:21:00.009+08:00

Freedom !!!! Freedom !!!!
2 Days of FREEDOM presents the superstar DJ Tiesto (current World No.1 and Grammy Award nominee), Ferry Corsten (World No.8), and German trance duo Cosmic Gate. Taking place at the Admiral Marina in Port Dickson Teluk Kemang over 2 days: Friday 9th & Saturday 10th of May 2008.

i made a last minute desicion to go for the freedom rave at PortDickson on day 2. Didn't wanted to go at first ,coz the Xlive Festival at genting sound much more tempting .. R&B ~ arrrrghhh!!

but i was pretty enjoy last night .a great party with my kor ~ nO regret~ ^^v

Oh yea.. i meet NADIA!!! muuuuaks.. i miss her so much~

Each can of heineken will be sold at RM 12.even Mineral Water sold at RM 5/bottle. OMG~~ killing!!! thank god we had some chivas b4 the party ~ bluek~

Saturday night was so awesome ~Damn Happening wei!! Traffic jam in port dickson , the 1st time i ever meet ~ lol

1 day of rave is enough to kill me .Exhausted ~

dinner @ Blue Lagoon

tag and some free gifts

trance's zone

Recharge _ R&B zone

chyu & my kai kor

Thank You !

2008-05-10T00:57:00.007+08:00

HoMe swEeT hOmE ~

To all my dearest fans and friends , i would like to thank ALL OF YOU that fully support me and who actually voted for dream 01 (me ^^v) ..

To my family , my friends,my fans,my ex-colleagues in genting ,my buddies, my kai kor kor ,my kai jie ~

without ur support, I wouldn't have reach this far in MDG ~

Appreciate all the good and bad comments about me that you guys post in the blogs.

To all the people in friendster and facebook who support me all the time. i will do my best & improve my weakness in my every single weak point to bring myself futher in this industry ~

This great experience proven that i'm capable person, i stay more stronger & independence even i kn i'm not the best & outstanding in the show but i had done my best to proof to u all in MDG to achieve my dream ..

I'll keep fighting and never give up...

To all the 11 finalist contestants in the show ~ wish u all the best ~ i miss you guys very much <3

To all the crews who involve in the show ~ u guys rocks !!

Been away for 2months .. Finally i back to life back to reality ~

MDG 心情小说4 ~

2008-05-09T17:37:00.009+08:00

23/4/08-最后一个礼拜的战赛了~要加油要加油~今天l练了更改的新舞步~simone练猫步~回公寓再游泳再跑步~嗯~好累好累~晚上去了Shawn Cutler opening ceremory ~一整天的时间都很充实~

24/4/08-这次的photoshoot延迟了也是最后的了~领导limJimmy的带领下开始了今天的shooting~我的照片找到了适合的角度但依然找不到我要的眼神（微笑的眼），因为失去了你后我就失去了我微笑的眼睛，活不起来~只有爱睡的眼睛~呜哇T_T好想放声大哭~我做不回自己~我怎么变得如此恐怖？是你改变了我吗？好寂寞~但我发现失去了你虽然我现在的生活很顺畅~往往得到了一样东西又会同时在身上失去一样东西~这就是人生！！真正的我已经被我刮花了角色，since你已经变心了~我也没什么退路了~只好低头静静地离开而去~又有谁会了解会明白其实的心情我在受着的又是如何？？我是多麽的空虚多麽的寂寞，我的心是多么的痛苦多么的悲伤~我是如何强忍着我的悲伤每天掩盖着带过~而假装着坚强~是多么的辛苦~没有人会了解我的那种痛~

希望这个最后的shooting会很好~自从我离了职后很久就没有见到agnes了，很想念她~ 还有向慈和晓群~她们三个都是比较知心的朋友,还有我家乡最最最想念的晓盈，我唯一的一个知己。现在想找回的是快乐的我~可是快乐已经离我很远了~远得已经离掉我的视力范围了~，抓摸不清~很模糊很模糊！掩盖着我自己失落的心情去支持我现在的生活很不好过~很痛~

25/4/08-今天去了修发即染发~染回比较暗的颜色~一想到以后要给wella的人替代飞剪就有点怕怕的。怕生！今天是waltz生日~生日快乐哦！明天就是妈咪生日~muuuaks妈咪早来的祝福生日快乐！今天的acting challenge我赢啦！^^v peace~ biibuuubiibuuu~

26/4/08-fitting了决赛穿的Tangoo。回公司，escada moon sparkle girl诞生！alison!今天在office和waltz 偷偷打game~shhhh.. ~ 打zombie ~很恐怖可是很刺激~打行尸！！xoxo~ 打到滑鼠都差点给我丢掉 =.=" 呵~

决赛还有三天~好吧~开始收拾行李~收着收着~竟然竟然。。:'( 断了！！我的宝贝水晶心链！！！！！

呜~自己掉了下来~这是代表了什么？不好的预兆~ 呜~ 今夜的我又哭了~痛痛痛进心底~唯一一样东西可以天天带在身上的~连上天都要把我唯一的东西带走~你知道这条链对我来讲有多重要吗？坐在化妆台前的我痛痛痛，泪不停的流~拿起ipod听着Bobby Caldwell的Merry X'mas正代表着我的心情~我的另外一条链也在练舞时自动断了！今天是怎样？？！！链断了证明它的'心'已经回不来了,头很痛~ 去睡了~

28/4/08~~ Rehearsal (mid night) ~

29/4/08 ~~

Finale Grand Final @ 1u

Top 11 Finalist ~
1st Runner up ~

outfit that i like the most ~

`````完``````

Iron Man

2008-05-08T16:30:00.011+08:00

I went to watch Iron Man yesterday @ MidValley with l.sheng. hmm..i love this movie so much ..Tony Stark builds a high-tech suit of armor and escapes captivity. The suit damn cool \(*o*)/~ xoxo... can't wait to watch Part 2 ~when i come back home switch on my pc online~ i heard that there's somethings at the end of the credit from nigel~ omg~ @_@ i missed it :( showing Nick Fury ~ *sh*t*!! aiks.... nigel ask me to buy dvd ~ buden i'm not going to repeat ~ that's SO NOT ME !! ^^v

oh yea i do enjoy drawing ^^~ here's my "charming" drawing ... nahhh~~~ *giggle*

～～　IRON MAN　～～ !!

hmmm.. aiks.. my gastric attack again yesterday night~ :'( suffering .. really couldn't endure tat kind of pain ~T_T my body cant move at all just sitting infront of my pc and chatting there.. sob ~
the bloody hell medicine doesn't works at all~ oWuuuoh!i found a bottle of nutrigen inside my fridge .. tips : nutrigen helps !! nutrigen kill gastric !!wakakaka~ aiks.. the sun risen !! Sigh~
been suffering whole the night couldn't sleep ~ kesian me ~
i think maybe yesterday i had caffein in oldtown with empty stomach ~ GOsh~~ papa !!

MDG 心情小说3 ~

2008-05-05T21:56:00.004+08:00

跌进了两次bottom3的我，那种心情可是很害怕~这个礼拜给了个超大的开玩笑，没踢人~一想到下一个星期就是最后一次踢人，还是一次过踢三个那种。哎哟~ 天使天使给我点能量~决赛就离我不远~不想出啊~ 很伤心！
在这个时候脑袋同样的又依然想起他~回想起那天他很开心的跑到我工作岗位来找我，他向我要了意见，他的部门上司要他和几个同事去某某岛做实习训练十二天~我顿时呆了~“十二天”！！
由于我们同组，26天连续工作然后才休息的，放假都是一样的~只是他五天我四天。他竟然要去“十二天”！！！我承认我超粘他超依赖他~就算第一天我们各自回各自的家乡见不到他~我都很难受~在家里的我只会一直哭，哭哭哭不停~很想念他！要他回到我身边来~一天我都受不了~这可要去足足十二天~我该怎样办？我脑袋里顿时想了很多东西~虽然我很很很需要他~很舍不得让他去那么久~可是我终究要为他想想他的前途~让他去训练去实习学更多的东西回来~我总不能那么自私把他绑得紧紧的~可是我就是不舍得~想了好久~看到他那种开心的样子来问我，我又心软不愿意伤害他~最后我还是决定了为了他前途压着我的胸口盖着眼睛答应让他去~他就很开心的向我道别马上回去答应上司~又有谁知道其实我好想哭好想放声大哭我很舍不得他~我很心痛，在做着工被逼要忍，最后还是忍不住跑去洗手间哭了一场~可是看到他开心一些牺牲都是值得的。。

在他起程走的那天他竟不要见我~间种发生了些事，他性格开始变了~ 我一个人偷偷躲在一边远远的看着他，我满脸都是泪水~哭得很契惨！最后他发现了我，跑过来。我紧紧地抱着他哭到更厉害心里不想让他去！:'( 当他上了巴士我整个人跪坐在地上像哭包一样不停不停的一直哭~看着他的巴士离开~

原来一切就是噩梦的开始~原来我的放手就永远永远的失去他~他去了回来就整个人变了很恶劣甚至像被下降头一样的恶劣打我！连我也认不出他~ 我们分手了~
是我做对了？还是我后悔了？为了他前途放手让他去，我深深爱的他，永远回不来~
一年多要两年的感情就因为我这样的放手~我失去一切一切，我做不回我自己，我很失落~ 我深深爱的他~~ 永远回不来~~ 永远也回不来~~~~

22/4/08-今天是最后一次踢人的一天，上了simone的catwalk class，去了Bar Savanh的最后顿晚餐终于回去capxion踢人啦~失落的我经过了两次bottom3我已经有心理准备我一定会被踢出去~因为我自己并很清楚在mdg我并不是最好的一个但是我还是很努力去把自己做到最好~我就很安慰地去面对踢人的这个时候~ ~竟然！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
天呀~天呀~我简直不敢相信！！！！！！！！！！！
我终于进了top 3 ~ chiang chiang chiangggg~~ mummy!! 我的努力竟然没有白费~audience开始相信我的进步我刻苦耐劳的努力~好想第一个时间打电话回家~我整个人呆掉开心地讲不出话！我又多了一个礼拜的压力要去闯去努力加油~

远方的你又会怎样想呢？呜~~~

MDG 心情小说2 ~

2008-05-04T19:47:00.003+08:00

在MDG的日子里可真很闷骚~还好有我宝贝ipod video陪伴着我~没有音乐的生活像在地狱~因为别墅里没有电视机没有收音机，唉~而且又隔离于电话，网络和相机~个个都是我的命根~很难熬~面对每个礼拜踢人的阶段真的很反感~摄影的现场，心情很压力在那沉静的现场~很怕很怕~kan jiong kan jiong ~

每一个photoshoot我都很努力很努力的去表现我自己~可是我爱笑的眼睛在我分手后就一直都表达不出来~很不乖~那种悲伤的眼睛连我自己看了都很失望~不能怪很多部落客看了我照片都讨厌我！伤口还在痛着~唯有逼自己坚强下去~在失落的低潮期很努力很努力的去逼我自己做到最好去表现好我自己~我知道我自己可以做得更好更好~就好像一辆车驾了很多久，终究要送去service.坚持逼那辆车走下去，总有一天你的车驾到一半就会坏掉再也动不了~我在里面的角色就是逼自己把我自己做到最好~所谓一份耕耘一份收获~我一定不会让支持我的人失望！在这失落得期间参加了MDG对我来讲有好有坏~好的是我的时间全紧逼着满满的充实我自己并没有时间去想过去的他，坏的是在这段失落的日子真的很难熬对着每一个人都是着掩盖着我的悲伤~做不回我自己~没有人能明白我真正的感受是多么的痛苦终究还是会想很多东西~我很傻~为了一个这样恶劣伤害自己的人失去了自我~只因为我爱他太深。

8/4/08- 这一天我跌进了bottom 3.天呀~我再次受到打击~很压力很压力~失去了自我~感觉好像真个世界都不要我了虽然我最终没被一脚踢出去~ 呜~如何收拾我的心情？bottom3的感受是如此恐怖。一定要振作！e.d:hw badly u wan tis ?所谓我的标语.deeper thn ocean higher thn mountain.不懂何时何刻我竟有了我自己的标语。sigh =.="

老天给了我多一个星期的机会好好去表现我自己！接下来的Mifa,breakfast show ,G-force-X...etc

讲到g-Force-x .够力！adeline lee你竟然酱大胆走上去玩~.......... 他妈的！没有第二次了！！！！！下来了受惊到脚都软走不到路~喊到声音都沙掉~算你狠!!producer!! 白棋抛出~ @_@

我的努力总算没白费~赢了三个challenge.第一个12/4/08-fashion+catwalk challenge。第二个17/4/08-Escada Moon Sparkle Commercial challenge.第三个25/4/08-acting challenge.

~ 我的新宠物~

MDG 心情小说1 ~

2008-05-03T19:18:00.005+08:00

离开家的两个月~ 这些日子可真难熬~刚从山上辞了职的我，还没习惯那闷热的天气~在朋友的推荐下，反正失业的我也傻傻的我填了表格就寄了出去！参加了第一届的Malaysian Dreamgirl试试我的运.天呀@_@ 对我这种新人物来讲原来应征这种选举是多么的可怕~害怕紧张得我在audition时嚣张得脑袋一片空白~控制不到我讲的话~也不懂自己讲了些什么~这可比在我做工时对着各国的顾客还来得恐怖~成功过了两关进了十二强~认真的我开始迈向mgd前进。mdg这个m'sia 1st reality model search比我想象的还要恐怖~ 在这俩个月的mdg里，很多都超出我所想象的！刚刚在爱情里受了重伤的我原本已经逃到自己唯一可以逃避世界的家，现在又要被隔离电话和电脑，又被逼要适应接近这个世界是多么的痛苦~只有我自己明白！在里面两个月的日子可真的多难熬~因为我还深深的爱着他~但爱只能在记忆中找你~我爱的他已经消失在这个世界了~在mdg里的第五天里（5/3/08）~他们开始改造我们的头发~分手了才刚刚把我宝贝的长发剪短的我~今天又受到重大的刺激~[飞]把我的头发一剪就剪到更短！顿时~那一刻把我带回那失落时剪掉我宝贝长发的那一瞬间~呜~我的心情又在跌了下去~眼泪流了下来，好想放声大哭~今天的我就好像又再次失去你一样那种感觉~连评判也重重地刺了我一刀，说没人会投我的票了也没有男生会喜欢我了~好丑好丑觉得我自己好丑~他剪掉了我的自信心~好没安全感好失落~我好像男生~明天的photoshoot好想不去不去不去！！呜~

泪~

2008-05-03T18:42:00.002+08:00

当爱情受到伤害时
眼泪代表我的伤悲
当爱情随风而逝时
眼泪代表着我的绝望
直到有一天我不再流泪时
我是不是已经不再相信爱情？